I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH WHAT THE WISE AND WONDERFUL @SlumberKitty HAS ALREADY BEAUTIFULLY, SMARTLY, INTELLIGENTLY, KINDLY, GENEROUSLY, GLADLY, WISELY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY ENTIRE AND WHOLE LIFE! Please DO try out those things you've mentioned and see how it goes from there! You've certainly got NOTHING to lose and EVERYTHING to gain, right? Please give it a try! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @DarkPath, your family, your friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Please be kind to yourself and NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! I HOPE YOU'LL PROMISE ME THAT AT LEAST! PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! PLEASE BE REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY KIND TO YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU DESERVE TO TREAT YOURSELF WITH LOVE AND KINDNESS! BE REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY KIND TO YOURSELF AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY BEAUTIFULLY, WISELY, KINDLY AND WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY for what you're going through and that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY! I TRULY, DEEPLY AM! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! KEEP IT UP!