Tomorrow is the last full day of my vacation. Saturday I will be making a long drive to the airport and then get back home.

So many emotions I'm dealing with today. From the start of this vacation, I felt like I had a long way to go. I worried that something bad could happen to me while I'm where I am now, far from home. And now I still feel that way even though it's about over. You'd think I would have gotten over that by now!

And now I'm thinking, when I get home, will I feel miserable? Will I miss this place that I've been staying in and wish to go back once I get home? I live in a big city (almost to the downtown of it) and where I am now is a very small town. It's been a hollow, lonely feeling being here and feel like something's missing. Yet the people here are friendlier than the people at where I live. Also the culture here is a lot more sane than where I live.

Today I did laundry in the morning because it was raining. In the afternoon I took a very nice walk on a trail that was just beautiful. Perhaps I have been feeling depressed because it's been cloudy, cold, and raining everyday since I've been here. Although no all-day rains.