I'm sorry you are struggling today. It is difficult feeling lonely. Can you do something nice for yourself? Light a candle? Take a warm shower? Cuddle with a stuffed animal? Go get a coffee? Play some music you like and dance in your living room? I know these things seem small and silly but doing nice things for yourself lets you know you are valued and you are worthy. You are right. You do have people who care about you here on PC and are always willing to listen. It's good to share your thoughts and struggles, because that can help you not feel so alone. I know I feel better when I share. And it gives people a chance to love on you a little bit. Sending Hugs your way! Kit