I don't know if you've listened to Michael McLean. His music has kept me going when I didn't think I could keep going. I uploaded Hold On, the Light Will Come. If you would like to hear it, this link should be good for one week.

http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.ph...5BBDD35252B91A

There are times when I struggle too, and even though I have felt answers, sometimes I can't really remember and I start to doubt. Depression and mental illness make it that much harder, but you can still get through. You have to keep trying. Hold on. He is there, and He does love you. It's not easy, but it is worth it.