You're right,it may or may not be DID related.There's no way any of us here can tell you what it is.We are not inside your mind,it's impossible for anyone to know.If someone does tell you what it is they're full of s*it because they just can't possibly know.

I know you're wanting answers and that's not you wanted to hear but the answers are inside of YOU not anyone else.People can say they experience the same or something similar but that wouldn't be YOUR truth.