It is my first night home from the hospital and my parents had a huge fight. this has to be all my fault. it started when my step dad waited until 8 to make dinner and my mom got mad so they started cursing at eachother so then he left and when he came home my sister saw him bring in alchol and then my mom got really mad and was liek "why dont you go get drunk and beat some one up" because he has a history of doing that to us. so now he is leaving again. but this time he is packing his bags and really leaving. i hate myself this is all my fault. i hate my life