Thanks, she probably will. She has in the past when she's raised her rate.

I was just sad last night and missing her and feeling, well, probably a little heart-broke about the nature of this 'relationship' y'know, that I have to pay her in order to spend time with her bla bla bla. I need to just break up with her already. And I use that phrase intentionally because it does feel like breaking up with a lover or something, because of the level of emotional intimacy.

But I don't want to.