Court, your parents fight is not your fault. Also, they are not showing you much support--you just got out of the hospital...it sounds like you are going to have to work real hard at supporting yourself. The most important thing right now is recovering from being in the hospital. Focus on what you need to do to take care of yourself and try not to internalize your parents problems. Are there other people in your life you can lean on right now? Friends or church leader or favorite teacher or counselor...?