This is the last day of being at home away from home. It had been nice all week except for the weather, but unfortunately my emotions (anxiety, worrying, depression, and feeling lonely) ruined it. If anyone one or anything ruined my time, in which it was for some of the time, it was all me! My emotions were the biggest cause of ruining my time here. But now I don't worry that something's going to happen to me since it's an inch away from being over.

But now I wonder how I will feel when I get back home. As of now I will be coming from a nice lake-side peaceful cabin with beautiful foliage to a downtown surrounded by high-rises and noise. Also I always dread going to work after being out for a while. I do like my job, it's just that coming back after being out is hard. But I've been through it before.