My thyroid meds (or something) is making me feel irritable, anxious, hopeless and LOST. i feel so lost and overwhelmed by household, daily living issues..which makes it difficult to focus on other MH issues. I’m needing to sort, clean and pack a three bedroom home all by myself. I’m hoping to move soon. Terrified, too.

Also, my thyroid was removed and I had bad reactions to the first hormone replacement I was given. Now, I feel I’m having bad reactions to the second med...this has been going on for months...combined with household issues. I need to move. It’s been one thing after the other.

I’m trying to find a solution to the thyroid replacement hormone issue bc I feel so unstable. And i feel I won’t be able to make progress with MH issues in therapy until my medical health is stabilized, somehow.

I mean, what can she do in therapy? She’s makes me feel cared for and secure (whilst in my craziness). We have a good rapport. She’s kind and wants to help.

She’s good at listening to me vent. She’s good at helping me keep safe.

I feel so confused, depressed and lost.