I am mid separation/divorce in a brand new state an dont get me wrong, I love my new state. I love my new house an life. However I am sorely grieving over my loss. Not of my actual partner but of my life being changed and flipped. I am alone and vulnerable when I was sworn before God to be held down. My manic episodes are in an out so much that Im only realizing whats going on when Im coming back down. Im accumulating people for sport, really looking for connection. So I decided to try online