Very down today. Just got home from the fall festival at the local orchard. It was nice to have a distraction for a couple of hours. It was tough though. Not sure what the rest of the day will bring. I need to go clothes shopping for my son as his pants are too short now. I also need to bring all the winter clothes down from the attic as it is finally cool enough. But for now I’m just going to lay in bed. RS said he wants me to take a nap with him which is perfect for my depressed self.