so I don't really know where to put this, but I'm most comfortable in this forum so...tuesday is 4 years since my brother died. for some reason i still freak out. it's going to be so hard this week because his birthday is 5 days later. well it would have been. blahhh.

anyways, just looking for some support here...please...anyone with a similar instance in their past? it can affect the ed...but i'm fighting for it not to. i've been doing quite well with it lately.