You are not alone DarkPath

Even trying to pick ourselves up is met in many places with a kick back down.

I hope you can find support here.

We understand how you feel.

There are days when I feel I should be a bigger part of the world but others when I know it's best to stay home and accept that its the only true safe place for me. I try to accept that being alone is better than being among those IRL who make you feel bad for not meeting their standards.

When I accept myself AS IS and if I can manage a little self love (something I am definitely struggling with, just now) then my life is about as good as it gets.

Hugs and kind wishes to you