I think your quote is wonderful, Bowie's Lady. Thanks for sharing that!

Your pain and related struggles sound so rough, but at least you finally know what's going on and have a date, albeit a little while from now, to look to. I hope that before 2020 you will be celebrating a great relief. I can't speak for you or everyone, but for me, the relief from pain (mental or physical) can help make me forget it to a degree. You sound very strong. That's so important!