hi (((((angel))))), nice to meet you.
you are right, ppl here are very supportive of one another, I hope that you find as much support as I have here.
***possible trigger for ppl who cut***
Just one thing, you say you are cutting deeper now than before. As someone who does this too, can I please suggest that if you are getting deeper you find a nurse, counsellor or dr that you can trust as you may find that you need medical attention for the cuts. Some may not seem too deep, but if you cut into the muscle it can cause further damage later on...
And also, if you find someone you can trust then you will have some further support open to you. Take care, and see you around.