I know, also, since I've cooled down, that I need to take responsibility for the way I acted too. When I shut the door and left, not only did that hurt my brother's ears, but it hurt his feeling too. I think he felt dismissed, something I hadn't intended for. I think we trigger each other. And its probably best to keep distance from him for now. I didn't like the way he handled it, and felt hurt by the things he said and stressed by his explosion. But yeah. That's all I've got right now. I ended up doing some housework, which helped, and I texted my mom some supportive words.