...... i just don't feel i fit in with them. lots of them are lovely people but i feel we can't relate. sort of sorry i moved in here but i guess the key is not to associate with my neighbors and spend more time downtown with my peers -- all lovely screwball pals!

so that's where i'm at today. i sure don't feel my meds are helping at all, at all. i'm in the third month of a withdrawal from Seroquel and at this point all i feel my meds have done for me over 25 years is make me a fat addict. now i still have the same intensity of mood swings but just have to go to Overeaters Anonymous and when i can get to a benzo taper i'll have to go to Narcotics Anonymous. i'm thru with meds but will do a careful cautious withdrawal under my doctor's care and supervision and approval. it will probably take a few years to get rid of all the meds. i know from experience to go slowly with tapers.