You know we talked a lot about this earlier.. I’m hoping you sound asleep right now.

Your here for a reason, lean on your faith, that brings you some comfort.

I still think you should focus on things down the road , new job ... you have your Florida trip next month. Plane trip and a beach ! Yay! Maybe buy a new journal to take with you ??

I don’t think this is a “ Bipolar problem” I think it’s more of just “unhappiness” with how your life is right now.

Unfortunately your family just isn’t as understanding and compassionate as you would hope for and that just plain freaking sucks !

My advice is actively seek out new people to spend time with. You are a giver , that’s so obvious with all the work you do for your church youth group. But you need more than helping keep kids out of trouble and your job , which is also you “ giving and care taking”

I think your lonely and that’s a terrible feeling. I still say invest in yourself try Christian Mingle since your faith is important to you.

Will having a man in your life magically fix things ?? Nope and it brings its own set of challenges, but I think that’s part of what’s lacking in your life right now. You need companionship.

Keep working with your T , be open and honest about how your feeling about life in general . You know Matt will have some wise advice.

I’m always here for you cutie