I currently work part time, am on disability. And was talking with my mom last night about my job issues, she suggested I get back into my old field part time. But the full time job pays about double what I'm making and it's really appealing to me.

I could stay in my apartment, just go to market rate. But I don't know if I could really handle the stress. The rat race again. It would allow me to repay my debt faster, my car though is an issue. And now my credit is bad can't afford a new one yet.

Therapy tomorrow. I honestly don't know if I should give up disability,really it's the insurance issue. I suppose I'm on medicare I always will be as long as I pay it. Mom says to apply there's no guarantee I'd even get the job.