I am here for you, @MatBell. You're NOT alone as this thread has already WONDERFULLY shown you! I AM TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY THAT NO ONE IS HELPING YOU IN REAL LIFE! I TRULY, REALLY AM! Please do LISTEN to what ALL the other WISE and WONDERFUL POSTERS have already WISELY and WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY ENTIRE AND WHOLE LIFE! Definitely try to do something fun. Distract yourself. Please try not to focus too much on your current Thoughts... Your Life is worth living, even though it may not seem that way at the momenti, but it is! I PROMISE YOU THAT! THAT'S A PROMISE! I GUARANTEE YOU THAT! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! Please hit me up. You know I'm here for you when you need someone to talk to or vent to or even some Advice and Support, why not! I am SURE plenty of others will be REALLY HAPPY to listen to what you have to say! Please stay safe and remember how AWESOME and IMPORTANT you are! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @MatBell, your family, your friends, your Therapists, your Pdocs and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! I AM TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY FOR WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH AND THAT YOU'RE HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY! I TRULY, REALLY AM! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING, MY DEAR, SWEET FRIEND! PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?