I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY for the pain and the Loneliness you're experiencing, that you're HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY, that you're FEELING SO MUCH LONELY, THAT YOU'RE FEELING REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY LONELY AND THAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH ALL OF THIS ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, @Marylin! I TRULY, REALLY AM! PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS AND PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER LET ALL AND ANY OF THIS BRING YOU DOWN IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, FORM OR METHOD! I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH ALL AND EVERYTHING THAT ALL AND EVERYONE OF THE OTHER AWESOME, CARING, DEAR, SMART, INTELLIGENT, WISE, BEAUTIFUL, KIND, SAGE AND WONDERFUL POSTERS HAVE ALREADY GLADLY, CARINGLY, DEARLY, SMARTLY, INTELLIGENTLY, WISELY, BEAUTIFULLY, KINDLY, SAGELY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY ENTIRE AND WHOLE LIFE! My advice is not really focused on how to get a Man, as I am not really sure about that either myself unfortunately! I DO believe that ALL Men are different and most likely like different things, so perhaps you should try to focus on what kind of Man do you want in your Life first perhaps? Perhaps more importantly, though, My Advice would be to focus on YOURSELF for a little bit and perhaps start making some Friends first if you're not already doing it Yourself! Making Friends will help you Gain some more Confidence, will Improve your Self-Esteem, will Help you to Develop your Social Skills and will Enlarge the Amount of People that You Can Get To Know! So Please, definitely focus on YOURSELF and on MAKING AS MANY FRIENDS AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN and Hopefully, with Time, you'll get to know a Man for You that will become your Partner for Life! I'd also suggest to reach out to a Therapist or to a Pdoc if you cana nd want to! I fell like that may REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY HELP YOU OUT A LOT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Marylin, your Family, your Friends, your Therapists, your Pdocs and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! I AM TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY FOR WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH AND THAT YOU'RE HURTING AND STRUGGLING SO BADLY! I TRULY, REALLY AM! PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK? KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?