Hi!
I am just catching up again.
I hope any crying was helpful/healing?
MM. you'd written you feel understood here. This is great! Do you know who made it possible for you to feel understood here? You did. You do!

You DO have the ability to share your experiences in a way that allows others to understand what you go through. This is good news! I believe you can achieve this with a therapist wiho has the ability to help you to feel more comfortable with sharing when meeting with her.
I remain very hopeful for you, for your healing, for your future.
We are here for you, with you!
Thanks so very much for helping us to better get to know you.