I feel YOU have made it possible to feel understood here.
We have interacted with you, have expressed genuine concern, have shared some of our own struggles, etc.

Yet, you have shared your experiences, your disappointments, your hopes and more.

We could not carry on a conversation with you if you were not sharing the way you do with us.

Any chance you might try to communicate with a therapist in this way?

Have you considered maybe printing any of the posts which might help you to express yourself, your concerns, your anxieties, your needs, your hopes, your desires and more?

I am glad you continue to reach out here. We all learn from sharing with each other. I know you are often quiet and can isolate at times. I just want you to know you are an important member of this community and I, for one, miss you when you are quiet.