Beth, I noticed your post, and wanted you to at least have a reply to it. I think that it is a request for help. Can you tell us a little more about what kind of help you would like? The people here can be very supportive, and you will be safe talking to them. Or are you thinking about how to ask for treatment IRL? I just want you to know that you do deserve help, and you deserve to get better.

TC,
Rap