So I have a DID diagnosis from a LCSW, a Psychiatric NP, a medical doctor and a Psychologist. It is officially on all my records. The main reason I doubt my diagnosis is because I do not have communication. It has been six months since I received my DID diagnosis and 16 years since receiving my DDNOS diagnosis and I have yet to get any communication between my alters and me and they do not communicate between each other. I tried to get in touch with one of my alters Cotia. When I went to therapy yesterday my therapist had playdoh and suggested we play. Someone piped up when they saw the playdoh and said I dont want Cotia to come out. I tried to see who said that but no one let me know. Do I tell my therapist this? Why don't I have communication after 6 months of being aware that people spoke to me in my head. It is making me doubt my diagnosis. Even a diagnosis of any type of Dissociative Disorder whether it be DID, OSDD, etc.
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