Any chance you might try to communicate with a therapist in this way? Writing is not going to work with her. I'm going to have to find my voice.or this is not going to work.

I am glad you continue to reach out here. We all learn from sharing with each other. I know you are often quiet and can isolate at times. I just want you to know you are an important member of this community and I, for one, miss you when you are quiet. thank-you. I often read here when I'm quiet so do follow everyone and I feel not as alone.

Can you stop her while she’s doing this and say ... okay maybe I’m not explaining my feelings right because I find your observations are far off in left field ? It's really hard to be assertive for me. I'm either going to get use to her or go back to old clinic. There's an option to see a T that wasn't bad at her "new location". I stopped her because I stopped meds and knew she wouldn't have that. She didn't put up with my **** but she's a ways away now. I don't want to shop for a T anymore.

Personally the female T’s I have seen just annoy me! I prefer to see a Male T.. Me too besides WV T the only T's I seem to like are male. Even the less useful ones I'd still put in the okay category. Unfortunately male T's don't seem to have availability. Miguel's T is male which I'm glad about.

Do you have a goal for this week ? Or something to look forward too ? H found a coloring tutorial I want to start and If I'm okay I'm going to see if I can stay at home alone. I need to know If I can because I see pdoc next week. I hope T went well for you today.