Advocating for others less able to do so for themselves has been a strength since childhood. Unfortunately, doing so for myself is not always such a strength. The worst thing ever to happen to me, being tortured by a group from our local police department over a two=year period, I still have not ever done anything about. I could easily have sued, gone to the USDOJ, told a reporter--could have done lots of things. I have not. The reason is fear. It was and is my calculation that doing any of these things with this group of morally impaired individuals would be like pouring gasoline on a fire. So I have done nothing.