Hey T: Can I just ask you, WTH was that? Where were *you* last night? You sure weren't in the room with me. I felt no connection to you at all. You talked about non-sense. You weren't even responding to what I said. You forgot major things about me. Did you even know who I was or were you just bluffing your way through the session? Did you read your notes before we started the session? Maybe you were just too tired to do a session properly. Maybe you should have been responsible and cancelled if you weren't up to it. You took my money and gave me nothing helpful. You seemed to try to be convincing me that I'm okay. Yeah, I'm okay right now at this moment, but I can't say I'm okay overall. And what was all that stuff about free education, and snakes, and handbags, and ice cream? How was any of that supposed to be helpful to me? I'm worried about you. You didn't seem like you were totally in your right mind at times last night. You remembered some stuff. Like me seeing Pastor T. But then you must have confused me with someone else, I don't have children. How could my son have gone to see a psychiatrist? I'm baffled by you right now. I'm worried that maybe you aren't okay. Like maybe you need to see a doctor. Because you were not making sense some of the time last night. And then you just stared, like you weren't even there. Like I wasn't even there. I didn't exist at all to you last night. I wasn't real to you. I sure as heck didn't mean anything to you. Can you please be back to your normal self next week? If this happens again, I think I have to look at getting a new T, or just going with Pastor T. Because whatever that was, it wasn't therapy. There was nothing therapeutic about it. I care about you and I don't know what was up with you. Maybe you were high or something. You weren't helpful at all. You were being so bizarre. Please be okay next week. The whole thing was like a really bad hallucination. I'm the one that is supposed to be needing help, not you. But if you need to get some help, please get some. You really confused me last night. You made me feel not safe. You made me feel invisible. You didn't even hear what I said. I wasn't important at all to you. Maybe I'm a little angry with you. You didn't show up last night. Whoever was there in the room with me wasn't you. Please don't do that again. I need you to be okay. I need you. Kit