Hello The Lethean Man: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central.

We here on PC cannot offer suggestions regarding mental health diagnoses. This is a job for a mental health professional. One forum, here on PC, that may be worth taking a look at would be the Anti-social Personality Disorder forum. Here's a link:

https://psychcentralforums.com/antis...lity-disorder/

You mentioned you're confused. One thing you might do, here on PC, is to take some of the quizzes & tests that are available. There's a link to them in the banner at the top of the page. However here's another link as well:

Psychological Quizzes and Tests

And then here are links to 3 articles, from Psych Central's archives, that may be of interest:

Antisocial Personality Disorder FAQs

Antisocial Personality Disorder Causes

Antisocial Personality Disorder Treatment

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.