t wtf just happened???!!!! I am so sorry. I feel like I hurt you and I hate that feeling. Especially when I said to you out loud "I'm sorry" before I left and you just said "mmhmm". And because you pretty much kicked me out of there at 50 minutes and we always go for an hour. I feel absolutely miserable. what the **** am I supposed to do with these feelings?! what?! But this is exactly WHY i needed to stop. don't you see?! I want so much more from you than i can ever have and that's just ****ing everything up!! I can't keep trying to work with you. because every few months the same damn thing would happen. Not that you would ever let me come back now anyway