...I weren’t taking meds. Anyone ever feel like that? I mean at that given moment, not in general. I forgot to take my meds last night (which I never do) and I felt like an owl I had so much insomnia for most of the night, something that, even when overtly manic, rarely happens since I started taking meds again 8 years ago. My mom called my cell phone at 6:15 to wake my daughter as her cell phone is dead and my mom is taking her to school this morning. Now I am wide awake (which, again, is unheard of for me). I remember feeling up yesterday but thinking little about it. Now I simply hope there is nothing of concern. Big oops on my part!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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