Really only ever wanted to be a physician or a guitar player. Made it with one of those, but had to retire early due to this bipolar thing.

I guess the only dream I have now would be to publish these two books I've written. One is a novel, a thriller, based on a sort of bipolarish hero who sees visions (I have seen a LOT of visions). The second one is about my extremely long hospitalization for bp1. I believe both are pretty good, but it is extremely difficult to get something published in the current market. We shall see...