Threw up my meds again last night. Tossed and turned until I gave up and watched tv, in the middle of dirk gently's detective agency felt sleepy. So around 6:30-7am went back to bed. Mum, I and my cat were at a hotel and my cat was sliding down balconies. Then I went off to watch a sport that the college was having. The contestants ran, swam and threw javelins. I was near the end where the last thing they did was throw the javelin. They were making holes in the Tarmac the javelins were so sharp. I was very close and edged to the cut off line so I could see them fly over my head. Then I realized it was getting late and I needed to get back cause mum needed super. I was panicking cause I had a long way to go and it was 7:30 already, way past her supper time. I hitched a ride by holding on to a big passing truck, it went faster and faster though a hyway maze until I went flying over the top of the cars. I was so scared but managed to reach down and bed down on a truck carrying foam mattress pads. Was still scared when I woke up breathing hard. Not one of my better dreams.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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