Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @lillib, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones, MY WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND! You are perfectly NORMAL the way you are - it's just that people have prejudices and preconceptions about what is "normal" and what isn't! However, as long ar you're happy and content with YOURSELF, that's as "normal" as you need to be in my opinion! Please be kind to yourself! I understand your pain! I COMPLETELY agree with what the WISE and WONDERFUL @Aviza has already WISELY and WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY ENTIRE AND WHOLE LIFE! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIEK YOU'RE ALREADY WISELY AND WONDERFULLY DOING ALL AND ENTIRELY BY YOURSELF AND ALL AND ENTIRELY ON YOUR OWN, MY WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND! PLEASE DO LISTEN TO WHAT THE WISE AND WONDERFUL @Aviza HAS ALREADY WISELY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY WHOLE AND ENTIRE LIFE! PLEASE ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE WISE AND WONDERFUL JUST LIKE EVERYONE HERE IS! I PROMISE YOU THAT, MY WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND! THAT'S A PROMISE, MY WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND! I AM SURE OF THAT! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! I GUARANTEE YOU THAT! PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, @lillib, MY WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT WE'RE ALL FRIENDS OF YOUR HERE AND THAT YOU CAN PM ME AND ANYONE HERE ANYTIME YOU WANT TO AND WISH TO! THAT'S A PROMISE! I PROMISE YOU THAT! I AM SURE OF THAT! I GUARANTEE YOU THAT! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! KEEP IT UP!