This is literally the first time I’ve sat down since my mom woke me at 6:15. I’ve been cleaning and moving. And I haven’t eaten. Perhaps I am hypomanic? If that’s the case, missing my meds last night may be bad. I’ve already called my pdoc once today to request a letter excluding me from my court summoned jury duty. Should I call back or just stick with my regular regimen tonight and see how it goes?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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