Thank you both for your responses. Unfortunately...I kept going and going and am just now reading them. I will take your advice and give it until the morning. Fern, thank you for your ideas. I will definitely try a bath with soothing music and some tea. I never even *thought* to try to slow down. But, I think it may help. I also plan to aim for a reasonable bed time. Unfortunately, I have been home alone all day, until my kids got home a couple of hours ago and my husband is on his way home now. I haven’t had any spiritual thoughts but I’d certainly call them racing by this point. If it gets too bad, I do have my pdoc’s cell but I only use that for emergencies. I don’t want to take advantage of her.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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