I am in hell right now with whatever i am feeling. I have DID. Most adult part has no feelings towards T. However, young parts have motherly feelings towards her, while teenage male has sexual feelings towards her. And some young but maybe preschool parts are in the obsessive phase. All they think and talk about is T. We are working on accepting all parts of myself are mine, right or wrong feelings of all. So here is where i feel like i am beyond confused. If i accept all these feelings as mine, where exactly am I? I have sexual, motherly and neutral feelings towards her??? I cant talk to her about this. My next thinking is feelings arent real, these long ago feelings are stuck in time and not sure how to resolve them. I am getting headaches and blood pressure running high lately because of this. I am stuck. Crying on and off. Feel alone in this because i cant talk to anyone.