I'm back from IP( again). They switched me to ativan and risperdal. They kept my sza dx but changed the unspecified anxiety and trauma related disorder just to straight up PTSD. I guess that's what happens when you're honest about your symptoms. I start PHP on Monday. I spent four days in the ER and it was really bad. I was restrained multiple times for hours on end, threatened with pepper spray, and got several injections. Once they transferred me things got better,

I'm so afraid of back sliding but I feel alright today.