Hi MM, I am sorry you are having a very challenging time.

Very good suggestions were made in posts above.

I do understand that you report becoming too confused to think about which strategy to employ.

Are you able to check-in with your husband and/or your son in order to help you re-orient yourself as you become more grounded in reality?

I am hoping they can be Present enough to assist you in also becoming Present in the Present Moment. I hope you can pursue this without delay.

Please do keep reaching out here.