Please seek help immediately! I feel your pain and have been there. While in psychosis, I thought thoughts which I believed were real. They are not, and just figments of your mind. You should get help ASAP. If you think you are in danger of doing harm to yourself, please go to the ER/call your doctor too if possible if you have not yet. If not, please remember that an increase/or change in meds take time to take effect. Please rest, sleep it off. Be patient! It took me about six months before I felt as myself again. I believed that unreal beings were after me and talking to me. I know you don't have this, and are still logical to some point. I am sure that time will be on your side as long as you take your meds faithfully and go to your doctor appointments. If you need to vent or need support, please continue to write here and tell us what is going on in your life. If I were you, I would not think too much about your situation and let it be as is so you can recover.