More of my emoticon playing (since we're only allowed 12 or so emoticons per post)...

When I play the games in the Games forum, I often think of this emoticon to represent my mood, though my moods like these are almost never expressed IRL or outwardly, not even privately. It's like my moods are just under the surface. Emoticons help.

I feel loony most days. I like being loony sometimes though. :P

I need to feel secure and safe for me to function.

I say sorry a lot!


When I'm in shock or feel panicked, I need help.

What my alternate personalities look like sometimes - from the inside ... during therapy.

What I hope to be doing one day.

More often than not, I really don't know the answer.

The emotion I wish to express in therapy when I want to release pain from past traumas.