Actually Borderline is what I have strongly suspected I have. But never diagnosed. And when I told my latest therapist about these behaviors, and the fact that a lot of it happened right after I started on anti-depressants for the first time...he immediately thought manic episode. It's just hard to explain that I'm really not like that.

I don't want to discount a professional's opinion....and I don't want to self-diagnose....I guess I'm just trying to figure it out.

I'm going to a different therapist tomorrow (long story, if you've seen my other threads you know why). I know I shouldn't self-diagnose, just wondering I guess what I should tell them so they get it right.