I wish you had never said "you don't know me" and I wish you had never brought up that soul friend thing. I wish there had been another way for me to get to the forgiving my mom than through this fierce and now nothing more than painful attachment to you. I needed it for a long time so it was worth it, but it's just not worth it any more and I don't know how to turn it off other than to stop seeing you. I really do not see twice a week sessions as a way to turn it off. Turn up your own damn heat and figure out how to help me leave.