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Originally Posted by Miss Laura
I've been feeling suicidal for the last 4 days. I had a heart to heart with my Twin last night and we were both in tears. I wish my tears would stop. Feels like I've crying non stop since last week. I didn't tell her about hurting myself as I think I overloaded her with info last night. I made her promise me she would live a life if I wasn't here. I feel like I let everyone in life down with my mood. I hate this feeling. If only I didn't want to not be here
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You have been so unstable for so long. You deserve to find stability and enjoy life.
Personally that talk you had with your twin??? I’m sorry you make an exit and it will destroy her, literally destroy her and all your loved ones.. go to the Pdoc or caseworker or whatever a person is called that can get you into IP so you will be safe and get help you desperately need
Do not destroy your family over a unstable time with Bipolar that is absolutely going to cycle and change.
Stay safe.