I was clinically diagnosed by a clinical psychologist for having borderline personality disorder and social anxiety disorder two and a half years ago. I was also diagnosed by two different psychiatrist for having bipolar disorder.

I have been to the mental hospital twice.

My parents are aware of all that. They never recognised my clinical psychologist’s diagnose. They said I don’t have it, despite the fact that they are laymen and he has more than 20 years of experience.

They just recognised what the psychiatrists said, but they only feel like I have mania. And mania can mean anything they disagree with. If I want some potato chips at night, that’s mania. If sleep only with my boxers on, that’s mania. Anything they don’t like is mania.

I have been having suicidal thoughts again. I told my mum about it, and she gave me the same reply I got when I left the mental hospital two years ago. She said “You think I want to wake up everyday? You think I want to do laundry everyday? Cook dinner everyday?”

I’m not saying my parents don’t love me, they love me 100% plus 10. But they seem to pretend like I don’t actually have it.

Please help, I’m stressing out.