Hi BirdDancer,
I have not been able to keep up lately either. We can only do what we can do!

I'd like to think we'd all look past anyone experiencing difficulties. I think we'd do our best to do whatever you'd find helpful, if anything.
I have had concerns, too, at times, especially when I am having ongoing issues with dissociation. I am concerned I might write a grossly disjointed post.
I admire you and have a lot of love for you in my heart!

I hope you feel better soon!
Much Love ~