the rooms here arent that big, and the bedroom has no room for another bed. sigh. i just dont know what to do. also not remotely interested in pursuing
another relationship.. yeah this one is fresh, but we have been more off than on since june, and im so over the problems presented by modern day relationships. idk. just tired of what life keeps dropping on me right now. i do get the laws of attraction, you get back what you put out. but im just too sick and too tired to put anything out. i go to work, and stay home.
i havent given up per say. i just dont have energy to put into people anymore. i have always put out way more than i have ever gotten back and im over it. not exactly bitter.. just tired..