I am sorry you have had to deal with this Abilify mess, @BethRags. So frustrating.

The truth is, she is supposed to have coverage when she is not available. Apparently you are in this situation where there are few providers in your area, so I don't understand why she hasn't worked something out with the doc at the county to cover for her when she is not available. That's the logical thing to do. In any event, I don't know about the issues involving your therapist and the county, but you might want to reconsider possibly getting your care there. I know it's a huge deal to change pdocs, but it's possible it could be worth it for you in the long run. I have gotten good p care at even a very rural county mental health clinic. So, it can be quite good. Just a thought. Hang in there!