Oh L. What the hell am I going to do about you? I almost want you to say you can't work with me anymore and give me some referrals except last time we were 'here' you said you wouldn't know who or what to refer me to/for. I need off this merry go round. You can't be what I want so I need to accept that and move forward from here. No more talk about turning up the heat, etc. I need to just get off this circus ride. It's not helping either of us. I'm sure it's frustrating for you and it's crazy making for me.